I have been bullied. I have been harassed. I have been rejected. I have been judged. I have been the fat friend all of my life.
But no longer.
I refuse to be that girl, that gives up on trying to loose weight. I love myself, it is so much harder to find someone to love me for who I am if they cant even get passed my size first to get to know me. Bigger girls are beautiful, but I don't want to be a bigger girl.
I want to show all those (excuse my language) Skinny bitches that judged me, that laughed at me, that mocked me, that bullied me, that  i will no longer be the fat friend. I will show any guy who was too embarrassed to date me based on my size, the guy who passed me up for my skinnier friend. the guy who rejected me because I was too "thick'. This is a GIANT FUCK YOU! (remember i said excuse my language)
 It is so sad that I have to conform to a society that belittles those who are different from the norm.
A society who sexualizes women and promotes eating disorders.

I will do this, i will loose weight and i will stick my middle finger up to all those girls & guys, You know who you are. You are not better than me.

I love myself for who I am now, and I will also love myself when I am thin. But don't you forget you must be real ugly inside if you have to put someone down to make yourself feel better.

This Blog is for me, this blog may also be for you. It may give you hope, inspiration, maybe a little laugh once in a while.

Remember, you are worthy of love no matter what size you are. However, if you are not happy. Change it. it wont be easy, but you can do it. Push yourself && most importantly love yourself.


- Kayla Jo