The thought of never eating meat again, leaves me on the fence. 

I've seen multiple  videos on the horrible treatment of animals and how they are slaughtered.

It disgusts me and i wont eat meat for weeks, but once I get that wiff of bacon. I'm back on the meat trail, I guess this shows the indulging of temptation. I've grown up on meat, on sweets, on grease , on BACON!

But I want to change my life style. I want to combine more physical activities with a greener leaner diet.

My goal is to be a size 8 by this time next year. Even if I'm not exactly a size 8, I will never give up I will keep pushing to be healthier, and leaner. The thought of being lean and fit is an ideal that society has instilled in my mind,  but i honestly feel like a thin girl stuck in this plus sized body. I don't hate myself like society tells me i should, but there are things i definitely want to change.

My thighs touch

My arms giggle

My stomach is not flat

My boobs are huge

My love handles have no love.

For weeks now I have resisted temptation, I have been craving pizza for weeks. My solution, a little bit of spaghetti sauce and rice. However I could make this healthier by making brown rice instead.

Today my roommate and I made Turkey Tacos! and They were soooo delicious.

My diet needs to be different to cater to my unusual high levels of Potassium.

I've realized, I'm not the most organized blogger so bare with me.